2009-04-14
Communist
Party performs finally, a guy
has lived in the next door on the right of me, my existence has a unfavorable
impact on him. I wonder the movements of Communist Party are so quick, why not
replace him out，there is new
article to do originally. They should
call the police, let the police deal with. They should call the police, let the
police deal with.
Communist
Party always performs I lets the child of rich and
powerful family lose father.Communist Party has also
arranged for me a hypocritical father who let me lost mother and lost memory and still used to make trouble for me sinisterly.Who dare offend the child of rich and powerful family, even if her
mother who is my once girl friend
has already been put to death?
I am a noble too who just declined in 1986.I sent some letters to the Central Committee of
the Communist Party of China each leader on www.people.com.cn last year except XiJinPing who had held the post in Fujian for a very
long time. My enemy being strong excessively, I suspect everyone unavoidably. I seldom read newspaper and TV at ordinary times and do not care about national
affairs either after buying the computer.
Any people in Fujian Fujian
If I have
nuclear weapons, must bomb Fujian
Often
recommend respecting the elderly in Beijing
Fujian
Communist Party performs, when the
woman is disabled, only the short man married her. Then short man marries disabled woman first, I have not been disabled yet. Let's put aside it till after when I am disabled. The question is that the short man with power does not
look for disabled woman's. The question is that if I am disabled, the short man could not still marry me.I do not know
whether president Hujintao agrees
to or objects to this view.
Hope Communist Party has
stopped my salary. The yellow weasel says to the chicken Happy New Year.
Criticized and
denounced sound rose one after another at yesterday for my stock's rising or no working. I did not
know that it is two men and a woman to just replace in next door until dawn. Probably a man among them is that Communist Party distributes
to me. A man among them says before dawn: Find her and
ride. One of short and small old men and his young women and their child
live with the next door of the toilet and washing
and gargling one where we pass
everyday.
Sold after the
stock rose today.I is surrounded
in the dark by the people of theirs once going out these days . They force me
to go back in the dark in the name of Zheng director of Fujian
HuaFu securities broker company. Zheng director might be promoted by them
then young to act as a director.
Communist Party always expresses
you are U.S.A. Fujian
Dream again I
get back to Fujian China U.S.A.
embargoes the weapon to China China does not sells the new weapon to U.S.A.
My dream is
always very accurate.I dreamt I had no boyfriend by nominal 29 years old during the first of two or
three
years just working. Later on I dream that I had not got married yet nearly nominal 39 years old. In 1983 I have dreamt I floated in the sky of the
North and looked at the homeland afar when I was 42 years old, very wretched. I went back
from Beijing by air for the first time in 2005 when I was nominal
42 years old and my
mother passed away several hours later.I had been thinking all the time this dream indicated I would die in the North. I had a lot of other
dreams that had been turned into reality.
Heard just now a young woman was
cursing nearby " The mobile phone ".The mobile phone mean chicken and the chicken mean prostitute. The men of the proper manners
belong to the special class’women like the
private property in China
Chinese do not invade the other countries because they spent energy to deal with Chinese that themself are
knowing.
I did not know
Taiwanese singer ZhouJieLun
cooperate with the singer of the
folk song of China
A few days ago after I had bought 000682 stocks to
rise, it was 404 that the first one that appear of this stock was sold the next day. The 4 means the
death. The people of theirs used to say 4
in the stock market in
2007
when I was nominal 44 years old.
Chinese age has the age of
anniversary to distinguish with the nominal
age.
I have sent a lot of letters to the president of New Party of Taiwan since 2007,so perhaps he has accepted
bribes,that I have seen on the net. The fortune-teller said
where I steped into, where people would be rich. It is actually a very simple thing to unify Taiwan
Today I feel my eyes are worse and worse suddenly. I suspect they
have the opportunity to put poison again because
I have
a meal outside everyday. I plan to take the meal of the
restaurant to public security bureau to check, but think
of they are
all one band. It is probably the safest and
the most efficient to post the letter for you.
I should cook by myself later. Otherwise I
will go to the hospital, then not far to the crematorium, do not expect to have an
examination even more.
The police only maintain the superficial
public security. They only serve rich man. No wonder ordinary people
always say that calling the police want to spend money. This noble of mine
found out about sufferings of ordinary people at last.
I feel I seem to fall ill. It is a
blessing I only eat two meal every day. I am unwilling to have
breakfast all the time. It is a blessing I am
always suspicious. The more important things are I am single and I am far away from the
spies of those enemies in
my family. This world is really like
this: Either they die, or I die.
The state of my eyes have
been a little better since this afternoon. Since April 11,
I have eaten mung bean which
can detoxify three times at least because there was small pox on the face. They probably only have the method of violence to me now under the pretence of my stock.
The ordinary people of Hong Kong and Taiwan
I boiled one pan of mung bean last night. I boil so much mung bean each
time. My eyes are probably out of danger now. The people of theirs can only
make a noise around now.
The guy moved next door today, because I will live here firmly. I say
if you can not come round to the idea you should jump out of the building. To the thing of
landlord's daughter in the past, I was the declaration in this way too in the
message that was giving to the police .
The past landlord had got lung cancer and his son-in-law went back
again after coming for some time. I have moved, their life or
death have nothing to do with me.
I was dizzy and felt uncomfortable on April 19. I thought old disease
of dizzy
might recur.
The people of theirs are calling again, his partner moves, people are fewer and
fewer. A girl lived in the far place scolded my stock
while moving a few days ago. People of theirs say, partner moves, stock 45 horn drop,
because of me all. He said I had bad influence on his
partner, his partner certainly moved. Otherwise probably there is a
dubious relationship. The guy in the next door that
was just moved slept in the dormitory everyday in the past, seemed not to find
the work.
Before the police's wife beat me, the husband of her had said so too, because of
me,drop stock.
The boy is always the parents' heart at home. The man of China
It seems that someone entered
my dormitory
several time. I saw that there was a cigarette butt inside
the dormitory some day and the road from gate to inside
used to be separated by three big wash-basins. A few days ago I found that
someone spreaded the white lime on the collar of the washed and
dried
overcoat of mine.Now I find again there is slight
trace that the white lime has been wiped in the front of
this overcoat.Such things that seem to me that someone
entered my dormitory takes place several times in the past.
As soon as walk out, hear someone saying " the good person is safe
in all their life ".The murderer always likes
saying " The good person is safe in
all their life " as if the corrupt official liked saying the clean
government.
The murderer is not got hold of, certainly I do not go to work. They poisoned to me many times. I have
gotten used to eating mung bean
since 1989 because my eyes used
to be very
red. After eyes were good, I still ate the mung bean in order to
reduce weight.I ate mung bean once in about
two or three days at that time. This habit has never changed
in the past 20 years in order to eliminate small pox
appearing on the face frequently. And this behavior of having no
intention has offsetted their putting in poison.
My mother used to eat onions
that it
was said had various
function
to cure the disease. I pulled a muscle once coming
back home to eat onions at that time. I had almost eaten the mung
bean everyday in 1998 because I each fetched half the rice and mung
bean while cooking. While living in my mother's
husband's native place in 2001, a woman saw me often eating the mung
bean, said the mung bean was not good to the stomach, said a relative of hers used
to take
the mung bean too, and seemed to say that
it was a lunatic to eat the mung
bean frequently. This woman was certainly the people of
theirs.
I was in financial difficulties in 2007, went to the opposite side of
securities broker company to buy two pies and allayed hunger at noon every day. After lasting a few days
so, I felt suddenly my eyes were very uncomfortable.
After I had not eat that pie,my eyes returned to normal
gradually. Certainly I had not bought the computer yet at that
time. My feeling which the computer
injures to eyesight is different from my feeling that they put in poison. Perhaps since I went to Beijing, they
have gotten the medicine that can
injure eyes again. Perhaps they throw this kind
of poison to my mother first, mother used
to say
her eyes
felt pain very much in 2005. I thought mother had no
good eyes because of diabetes. After mother passed away, they
threw in this kind of poison to me. After mother passed away, I
had made a lot of details in order from thinking gradually. Though mother knew
all,
she only revealed in a while, had not totally said clearly.
There must be murderers inside of the leader of the central authorities
of the Communist Party of China. Or they support the murderer at least. As soon
as they increase my wages, they purchase my eyes. They catch up with me to
go back everyday, they will further purchase my freedom, human rights, life.
Perhaps Hu Jintao is a murderer too. Xi Jinping is absolutely
a murderer. They can discharge me.Why not? I would rather want my
human rights, freedom, life, health. Though the life is valuable, the love is more precious; Certainly ,for
the
freedom, the two above-mentioned should abandon.
As soom as I do not write the letter for you,their voice presses forward steadily,do not call police, even the whole Chinese
police are the people of theirs.Must send some letters even if
there is no thing later.
Because
I come to Beijing to have an examination, my mother must die, my eyes must be
blind. Only when I write to you they are afraid. This certainly proves this
Central Committee of the Communist Party of China is basically bad.
The murderer may become an officer, why do not I qualify for having an
examination? They should tell the reason clearly,otherwise can't make me
surrender.
Remembered suddenly there were a lot of lunatics in Fujian compared with Beijing, perhaps because the people
in Fujian are very evil. The lunatic is still not so good as the people dying.
The
person around me is always very busy. They are busy with plotting me everyday
for the money. My life is really too strange.
My mother got married soon, her husband was
stopped the work, the whole family lived on
my mother's salary. My mother's husband was not redressed until 1976. So he used to stay at home.
Probably when I was seven years old, on a summer vacation, mother
went to more remote place to help peasants to cut the rice with teachers of the
school. Later on mother took a message through others, said that
they must
cut the rice the next day, would spend the night there, asked me to take straw mat and
sheet for her. Then I passed by that very long field path,
took the thing which mother needed. Mother's husband was
certainly at home at that time.
Since then, I had begun to have the countless times basically the same
dream. In that dream, the sky was very dark, though there were some lights. I walked on a very long path, would go somewhere, on the road
except me can not see anyone again. Thrill was constant on the way, and more and more
thrilling. After going through innumerable trials and tribulations, and after
passing thrill the most, I had reached the destination. However, the sky was still dark.
Since then, I have used to
have this
dream, and these dreams were basically all the same. I
nearly had this dream everyday at the beginning. Later I had such dream several times in one week. And then later
I had such dream several times in one month. Later I had such dream several
times in one year. Later I had this dream once in about one or two years. It
was probably in 1986 that I had this dream finally. The destination which I
reach finally was the second floor of the large court of
intermediate court in the dream. Hereafter this dream never appeared.
Mother used to said, the fortune-teller said
she
would hurt
her husband
and her husband would die in
youth. I used to hear this speech of mother in
the past. After 1986, I never heard those words mothers
said.( After 1986, mother never said those words.)
Why did Communist Party still increase my wages? Communist Party
should stop my salary. It may be for protecting
murderers.How can Communist Party train me to pass the examination of the administration of
justice? The one favorable to me will be corrected. It will corrected even more
that it is disadvantageous to them. My mother has already died.
The people of rich and powerful family who is the meticulous Shanghai
people killed with them.
They want to cut off all ways of mine.
The president is elder than me, have money and power
and
interpersonal relationships. He is much better-informed
than me. I used to post the letters or send the letter on the
net these years . He is a living person,
certainly know everything. Other officer such too. But the truth is not the
thing that every one likes.
I would
look for the lover that myself can take a fancy to, would make Chinese
extremely angry.
Because the computer was out of order this
morning,
I also went to consult the guy who sold the computer. It was certainly that the people
of theirs surrounded in the dark when I walked out. Not getting to that
shop yet, I heared the security personnel near
there saying that would follow me and do stocks. They sent the pregnant woman to
swing backwards and forwards in front of me, also there were equally high men and
women. Rest assured, I look for the American man
or european
man, do not look for the Chinese man.
Coming back on the road and changing bus at
MaDianQiaoBei, I saw a traffic accident
that was made by Communist Party for my stocks. They let two cars collide
slightly, one had much blood on the face, hiding
with the towel. One woman who was phoning made announcer in front of me,
said the policeman left that victim alone. I guess my
stock rose today and find my stock only rises a
bit when surf the Net now.
Last night I saw they said on the net " the tiger " , " sheep
" , " flesh and blood flying in all directions " etc.
because I
bought stocks at yesterday.
When I was in Fujian Province HuaFu securities broker company in 2000, a
sanguinary incident happened there in one day. Suddenly, a stock owner pursued and attacked
another
stock owner and the whole head of that person chased was the blood. His whole head seemed to soak in the blood. That securities broker company the area of which was very large was all blood everywhere.
That day, every unit such as the court, industry and commerce, hospital studied
Lei Feng's sports on the street near that securities broker company. And a blood-collecting
car parks at the gate of securities broker company. I thought
so
much blood came from that blood-collecting car on
the securities broker company. Having passed for one week, that stock owner acting
victim
appeared in the securities broker company
and he did
not
have scar on the head.
After losing memory at six
years old, the thing before six years old had been mostly forgotten.
However, I remember two things before six years old:
Mother should go shopping
together with other woman teachers in one day. I would follow too crying and screaming after knowing. Then I
walked with them. On the way, we ran into some
people
lifted patients covered the cloth on the face with the
stretcher. Then we walked on another road. But on
another road, we met the people who lifted the coffin.
Mother went to have a meeting in one day,
locked me indoor. But mother did not come back by dark,
then I was crying and knocking at the locked
door. Perhaps I did not know
how to turn on the light at that time. Mother used
to lock me indoor, came back before it was dark before this
thing.
When I was in my thirties, as I talked about this thing, mother
said her grandmother had
gone back
to Fuzhou at that time.The above is the memory that I leave before losing memory.
Probably between seven and
12 years old, I got up to walk at the night
frequently while I was not waking
up .
Mother said at this time I hold the leather shoes of mother's
husband
stroll about. And they hitted me ceaselessly, I might
not
afford to be fought, went to bed
again while
I was not
waking up. Mother said, if hung Chairman Mao's badge on
the mosquito net, I could sleep until the daybreak
quietly.
Several classmates and I lived in the intermediate court of Fuzhou from
1985 to 1987. One day of 1987, I went to the
dining room of the court to have a meal, once heard the cadre laughing at me, I
did not know what meaning. I did not understand the
gossip that Classmates or colleague revealed once in a while either. About 1992 one day, I had had a dream, later I
wonder
why I thought suddenly Mr. Gonghao who was once the president of
intermediate was my father. In that dream, I saw
Mr. Gonghao, but he was the common people wearing the white shirt with more
than 20 years old. In my this dream, he was more than 20 years old!!!
One day in the 1990s of last century, just only mother and I were at
home, ChunSheng teacher came to my home because of
some thing at this moment. After ChunSheng teacher left, mother said to me:“do
you
remember? In ChiYuan middle school, three of us went for an outing together
with ChunSheng teacher in once. While passing a brook, Chunsheng
teacher
gave me a piggyback and crossed the small stream, My
husband embraced you and crossed the small stream.” I did not remember this. I asked why mother's husband did not give mother a piggyback
to cross the small stream? Mother answered: "Because we had not
got married yet at that time. " Mother thought at this moment that let
out the secret. Perhaps because I once mentioned the name of GongHao in front of mother
suddenly, made her very excited, mother might think I remembered the bygone.
Then mother sounded out if I remembered the bygone
with the thing of ChunSheng teacher. Later on mother had also asked me whether I
remembered the thing of seeing
her
grandfather. I can not remember this thing either, I only remember
terrific thing.
I have seen " the explanation of the dream " written
by Freud,Sigmund in 1988.
On November 4, 2008, in the dream I saw mother who wore
her
short hair coming suddenly.She phoned on
the opposite side of the street. She was a little over 20 like that.
But mother did not recognize me at all. I went forward to draw her, she
paid no attention to me
taking
her hands out from my hands. I caught her tighter, embraced her arm. Mother would go, my both hands were wrapped up on her arm.
Mother walked to the west street,then went to
northwards
and reached a intersection. My both hands being wrapped up on mother's arm, my foot leaving the ground,I reached that intersection with mother.( It was obvious I was a child.) I
knew that I
would say good-bye , there was someone waiting for her. I looked at the distant place, it was
mother's
husband that was waiting for her. Mother's
husband was the sample at young time too, tall, wearing the long gown,as
if it was in
the film. I opened arms and embraced mother, embraced her for a long time. knowing there was not chance after I
extremely held mother and said: "Good-bye,
good-bye, have parted forever, has parted forever. " But there was no alternative could only let her go.
In the dream, I still remembered that I had been even seeing her
last time, she was this young appearance too, did not recognize me either.
But last time, I could not even to move the step. But
I had not had such a dream before this dream
in
fact.
The main content has already been written.
The people of theirs used to scold me for the thing of
the so-called man outside everyday. Now they say I am a spy. Except the ugly men, all Chinese men are the
trap for me. I believe the White race men have no danger that I worry
about to me. The sound outside seems to be forcing me to accept
the ugly man again now.
They once attempted to introduce a Japenese who was more than 50 years old to me after last autumn. And
the earthquake took place in May. And there was a major issue before the
earthquake.
One stocks which I had already sold rose at
yesterday, the dialogue that say should acknowledge me as
master next door came again. They are my enemies.
Certainly saw the meaning of many cuckolds
express again on the road that came back from the outside at yesterday. Then I increased several young men in QQ as
my friend. Then the sound of Communist Party came again last night, said that
should make me laid off, said I was a chicken
meaning prostitute. Today
the sound talking
next door said I should get married with the rich cuckold
again.
I want to stick the article and always can not stick in
www.people.com.cn of Communist Party, Always examine inside. I left
a message for the president Hu and Premier Wen
of the State Council last night, certainly also should be examined.
The women who go to the traditional
Chinese medicine warehouse to take medicines do not stop saying today.They talked about the
work and the men's clothing beauty
ChuanDaoFangZi who was a spy of Japan in World War II.
Outside my room the man's voice has come
again.He talked about working on
Sutarday or in the afternoon.I wonder how many Chinese talents
all go to U.S.A..
Today knew that registering to take administration of
justice examination must use the second generation of
ID card on the net. After my mother passed away, Communist Party forced me to
go back to change the second generation of ID cards
in 2005.
I have not gone back all the time. So I must go back to Fujian tomorrow. I wonder whether I can
escape from that tiger's mouth. One training class issued me a letter on the net two
months ago, said that registers to use the
second generation of ID card this year.The
name of
this training class was DouDou
that was LinBiao daughter's name. Still saw one high-ranking official
had a meeting in the Northeast on the net, said this judicial examination
should use the second generation of ID card, in order to prevent others from
taking the place of doing in the test. That actress whose
grandfather
was a police commissioner is a Northeastener.
Communist Party utilizes the old friends of LinBiao to struggle with me.
Went to the railway station to buy the train ticket just now. Saw a short man who
wore
the uniforms of the bus company was just nearby in the course of
changing by bus. Then I asked the way to him. I remembered at once this was an overall arrangement in
the name of that actress who was the police commissioner's granddaughter.
Because Communist Party always says I grow tall in
her name,
that sound in the sky always asks for the
secret prescription from me. They think this is asking the way too. Communist
Party used to make the sound on the bus in
the name of that actor in the past. They perform
through the sound in the sky: This actress chases that actor. Making several points of
attachment is an article to them.
All over the road was appearances of the people of
theirs:generally short men and women, three tall women of the
opinionated prostitute, a woman chattering
endlessly on the bus who makes the best use of time to
talk about me all. Communist Party has expressed
XuBingZhao cuckold had a generally tall woman with him,
so I must go back. I had better loyal to U.S.A..
Landlord's son-in-law
appeared again, her granddaughter had come too. Water washed
and gargled in a pond rises very high tonight. Landlord's daughter said you still washed on so
much water. She said again that came back home to wash,that was directed against me in
fact. Landlord's family work as a temporary labourer for others in fact.They
are not real landlords.
Woman landlord whose
husband
has got lung cancer and her son-in-law performed this play in the past: Woman
landlords and her sons-in-law wash the things by me, landlord's son-in-law's
hands crossed me and drew the dish leaf suddenly. Then the woman landlord
threw the chopsticks left. So the allusion that water in the pond is stopped up
comes from the preceding landlord.
I remember there is an omen in the front.
Because my rent expire each month 17, so
I pay the rent to the landlord ahead of time at
duck. I told woman landlord that wanted to pay the money.While taking the money and
looking for her, she disappeared. While paying the rent to her
relative, that person said I checked out. The past landlord
was like this too. My younger brother phoned landlord in the past and
looked for me in 2005, they said I had already moved.
Phonee the public security bureaus of
Minqing
and ask the situation of doing ID card
today, the other side is very fierce. She said that handling the card
should spend two months, should use ten days at least. The police of Beijing are
a little better than the police of Fujian.
Phoned my mother's husband just now, said I would go back tomorrow. The official
side has not told my home to ask me to go to work. My mother's husband said
I do not think
like
hysteria. He said it was unreasonable that I did not contact with
him.
My original salary was 1600 yuan. The salary that
Communist Party gives to me was more than 5000 yuan in
February of this year. Later salary of two months was both more than 3400 yuan.
The salary of this month is more than 5900 yuan. The woman
outside my room and the woman on the bus said garrulously she went
to
work and still was deducted a part of pay today.
Have not heard fat woman scolding me since last night. Fat woman husband
said, studying meticulously do
not
produce stingy yoghurt bad smell quite a while just now.
I am going to have a meal outside
this
time going back, they must put in poison. This north and south of
Communist Party is united, will go to the South to go for
competition with me.
Why does Communist Party increase my wages in this way? Because
they fear death very much. Adding the money for me is for forcing me to go back and does not want to arrange
work for me. They must put me into the bag of the security. Why are they afraid
I stay in Beijing? Because living in
Beijing my English level is improved fast. So long as I go out of the basement I can hear English radio in
Beijing . Certainly it is the most terrific thing to post letters for you. Though the Central
Committee of the Communist Party of China is identical with them, you are
inconsistent with them. They deal with me in this way to hope I become the real
mental patient. Hope the external world thinks I am the mental patient in other
words. Certainly the environment of Beijing is always
more civilized than the environmental of Fujian.
The precondition which becomes the woman doctor of science has a
boyfriend. What is the precondition becoming the woman civil servant? Letting me become a civil servant
they should solicit my opinion: Would you
like
to get married with the short and ugly old man? And they have utilized power to
put out my hope on this thing of looking for a partner in marriage in these
decades.
They send many persons to attack me
through words, have not said to me mentioning my name directly. So they can
say it isn't true, just I am neurotic to all.
The train
will start at 17: 38. My seat is No. 105, carriage 2. These figures are very
meaningful in China.
I am in Minqing of Fujian now.I think Wife of
my mother's brother should not be
murdered in 1986 after my listening the description of my mother's
brother.The pressure to me in Beijing was very big and the pressure to me
in Fujian is relative small. They want to turn me out of Beijing to Fujian.
correction:I think Wife of my mother's
brother should not be
murdered in 1986 after I listen the description of my mother's brother.
The description of my mother’s brother:“ It rained that day.The truck was on his way up the slope.Other people rode on a bicycle to
carry my wife(My wife sit on the bike) on the downhill path.That place was at the
corner……”I askes my uncle:“Did the truck near the edge of the road very
much?”He answered :“The truck near the edge of the road.” But later He said the truck was in the middle
of the road .
My uncle’s big son
seemed to be controled by someone.My uncle don’t know where is his big son.In
the past his big son was on drugs .Because
my voice is very loudness. The situation has ameliorated
My uncle live close the railway station of MingQing.My uncle used to earn his living by
carrying coals from the railway station in his lorry.Now there are only a few
coals through the railways. A quantity
of coals are carried by boads.Later the coals are transported by
bigger truck.The truck of my uncle isn’t enough big.Now my uncle is a laborer who spade coals on boat.It is said that intensity of labour is too big.My uncle have two son and a daughter.
This uncle is my second uncle-------my mother's second younger brother.
Though I am controled by them everyday,I have the
salary because Mr.GongHao.My relatives do not fish for a living if they
are comtroled by them.Save!Save them!!No one can do it.I am seeing my uncle go
to the death.
Correction:I see my uncle is going to the death.
The description of my mother’s brother:“ It rained that day.The truck was on his way up the slope.Other people rode on a bicycle to
carry my wife(My wife sit on the bike) on the downhill path.That place was at the corner……My wife died and the cyclist got injured
in her(his) foot” Later I
heard two women said the wound on the cyclist’s foot had healed and did
not made her( him) limp.
These days I stay at my uncle's house.Losting his wife,my uncle married with the younger sister
of his wife.Yesterday late afternoon I heard an accident was just recently past.They said
a nearby old woman only left her head and her ham.
The second wife of my uncle do not talk the accident about her sister.My
big uncle do not mention it either.
Today I telephoned ChunSheng teacher.His account that they visited some place cuts across my mother’s.He said
I was not born when they went out to tour.
My aunt is the people of them.
My stocks rose today again.I am only for the money.
Their
person said if I will leave Fujian they will hit me because my salary.Now my
stocks rose and my reputation rise too.But I estimate the
situation will be the same.These days I
am entering the mouth of the tiger and certainly the thrilling thing once existed in some
corners.
Yesterday
I sold the stocks but the stocks still rose today.The stocks that I bought
today did not rose.So they sent a short man who conveied the meaning of them to
my brother's shop.These days I was resident at my youger brother's
house.Perhaps this speak I am not on fudge on the exam.
Communist Party always drive the poor to deal with the
enemy.Nothing much.Nothing particular.
Communist
Party always grant a franchise to themselves and deprive the human rights of
the enemy.
I got back to Beijing again at five o'clock yesterday morning. On the
train was the people of theirs everywhere, but the fire power
was not violent. The fire power in this Beijing in
next door is
very violent. She talked about sheep and wolf last night. When I
was in
Fujian family, I heared the song of" the wolf fall in
love with sheep "too which young people who come to my home to surf
the Net broadcast. There is only shade of the
wolf, because there are animals more violent than the wolf.Last
night the woman who lost the shoes said
did not
need the loose shoes and let others want that shoes.
That young man is criticizing and denouncing me ceaselessly nearby.
My uncle and younger brother are
all the people of theirs .Communist Party arranged a woman 60 years old for
my mother's husband. On the phone at yesterday
my mother’s
husband
said that would send his people in the hometown to look
for me. Then that person
would go
to the central letters and visits from the masses to reflect my
mother’s
hunband’s grandfather's thing in
the room together with me. That is the house taken over for use. Because
the fire that
house once was almost destroyed. Then their one of own side destroyed that house and caused the dispute on purpose. There is a conspiracy in
this.
My mother's husband must transport the rubbish in the short distance at
home. Then I paid the bill and asked him to hire others to do
it. My
mother's husband must sweep the rooms that are for rent for my younger
brother at home. I required my younger brother to
sweep his own rooms. He was unhappy.
My examination is in September.
Just now my mother's hunband said on the phone a dozen people in his hometown had been caught because of assaulting Zhongnanhai. This is exactly the same as
I am thinking. I often say that will go there, but I have never gone there.
My mother's husband said those persons who
were caught
lived in the advanced hotel. Later broadcast the song
" often came back home to see " very loudly outside. The melody of this song
is very unpleasant. Perhaps only my mother's husband's country-fellow gets such
treatment.
People and people have a lot of contradictions to get along everyday. If
I have no money, the contradiction is more conspicuous after go home. Why others
catch
up with me to go back in a situation that I without any man? Certainly there will
be a man in the family, it can
only be a short man.
I went home and once tried to find out my
mother's old affair to ChunSheng
teacher this time. But his mouth had been sealed by the gold of
Communist Party.
Communist Party assumes the civilized appearance, mobilizes the masses
privately.Just now outside the door two woman talk the lock could be open
by key,
never go wrong the direction.
Because my poems were stuck on " autumn
water " Poetry webpage of Taiwan, my works were adopted. I can not land
this webpage now. I think that it must be lost to post the manuscript because I
has tried it before. If I contribute in the large land area of China I have not
hope at all.
Which place woman does not fight with me? Fighting over so on the way I have
reached Beijing. The women struggle against me and I always in the weak tendency.
There are women in any place,
struggle exists forever.
Broadcast outside the door again " Bride and bridegroom " Song. Communist Party will unify Taiwan, they
don't be anxious to get married yet.
The people of theirs advertised again I
must go to the training class. I have drawn lots,and it said the teacher would organize the hired
roughneck to hit me and cause death. In Beijing, I was buffeted twice. Who are the
people behind the scenes of this?
On the
road going from Xicheng District to Haidian District to take the parcel, each
key place was the people of theirs.
Perhaps they will be finished soon no matter how great their power is, how high
the status is.
Because
China has literary inquisition，Chinese have no freedom of
speech. The poem publication of " autumn water " extracted my verse
in January of this year:
“I escape
Scale and ford
to Land of Peach Blossoms of
the legend
What mirage out of reach that is”
The poem publication of " autumn water " adopted a section of verses of
mine again in April of this year:
“I really needn't be afraid
This is the bright place
But it always introduces me to dim position
“Then I have to sing, sing
Let song disperse danger
Support this eave in imminent danger”
It is estimated that that webpage of the poem publication of "
autumn water " will
be very difficult to land again.
Examination register demand show identification of the work
or identification
of the training.I had to go to the school where I had
be
trained for seven days last year to
registers
today. But the person handling said the planned number had been already full. Then I
went to the other schools to register. I saw
frequently
the people of theirs who were excited and unusual in
the street. I heard again just now the stranger said old mummy and other dialects
that can not understand outside the door.
Because of their
destruction, it is difficult to enter the postbox now.
I left a
lot of
messages for HuJingTao president last night. I scolded them to accept bribes, advised Communist Party not to
practise the dictatorship of a party.
Because it is hot, open
the door these day. When landlord's son-in-law
passed the gate, he told me a few words on purpose
too.
Later on the curses at me come in the distant place.In
the sound there are the meaning catching me to move. On the road that coming back from the supermarket
later,I heard two old women talking.they said it was not one
or two men that I offended……
Who
dares to fight with China's Mainland! There are no women in the world to dare
to fight for sexual resources with the woman of China's Mainland. Who else dares to fight
with the man of China's Mainland? Have such women behind them!
They carry on a largest obscure the
Cultural Revolution in Beijing now.
And this revolutionary target is me. All people have a revolutionary mission
around me.
Their only goal is me. This is
their most
important goal in
their life.
I
bought the air conditioner fan back at yesterday. In this way I needn't
open the door. I
have never expected I saw two cuckolds and a woman
who Communist Party sent again on the way of coming back. Among them a cuckold
said:
“Study worse and worse.” It is obvious the plan
of Communist Party has been broken. They plan to let the general man pester me
first, then force me to get married with the cuckold through the woman. They have arranged for other men
to finish this task.
My own father and others are really totally
different. Chinese say: Blood is thicker than water.
The staff members of the drugstore came again, said " you
have the face to do, I am also shy to say. "They killed the witness and
just had the face to say. Certainly the
person of Communist Party was chasing me
too before my mother died. Later the dialogue of the women next door was said:“Don't cause me to urgently”.
I will post a letter for HuJingTao president next year. If post a letter this year, it
seems that they will punish
my family members first as a warning to me.
The
letter that could not be sent out at yesterday:
I
heard
some people's shouts of cursing in
the distant place yesterday morning. Among them a
person said:
"Hit you and cause death! "I have not proposed this in the letter
given to HuJinTao
president yesterday.
As soon as the letter was sent for you this morning their talk
came soon:
" it is half-dead to hit you." They are the staff
members of the drugstore
which the warehouse is in this basement.Later
a person in the adjacent place said: "Then have no salary on the 15th. On the 15th.
"
In fact I just came to the first several years
of Beijing I wrote countless letters to Central Committee of the Communist
Party of China and president Hu.
I have not just gone to Zhongnanhai to look for them. It might be because of the thing
in 1989 that I did
not go to Zhongnanhai. In the afternoon of some day in winter of 2004,I once went to Tian An-men (XuanWuMen)to
have a look too. Already over three o'clock in the afternoon when I got there.
Everybody must leave soon. Soldiers let the masses not leave suddenly when masses left. But the masses did not hear, so a little
conflict.
It was said at that time my
enemy lodged a complaint to the office of the State Council with the thing of
that actor who came from
Lanzhou and the thing of that boy of
English training class.
Revision
:
"I
heard
some people's shouts of cursing in
the distant place yesterday morning. Among them a
person said:
"Hit you and cause death! "I did not mention this in the letter given
to HuJinTao
president yesterday."
The letter given to
president Hu on July 8:
Talk about my innermost thoughts and
feelings that
I am unsuitable to work as a teacher. It was said the child that age was the younger liked me. And this is abnormal
liking. I have this kind of experience too. So it is unsuitable that I work as a teacher of high school,junior middle school and
primary school.
I am certainly good for academic, but my diplomas are not enough. Others said small child liking me behind my back when I was in
the procuratorate.
This was
because the thing of HeWengKai
who
joined the army of 1993.
He is eight years younger than I.
Had never
expected that more terrible thing has happened several decades later.
The chief of personnel bureau wanted me to go
to contact the
unit of the school originally. I said
I chose to go to enterprises.
He said enterprises
were
not so good as the public institution of the school. I all had wild ambitions
to the power and money in youth, did not like children. I with old age like
children
very much now, special babies,
because they
are
lovely. But that children
will grow up, very disagreeable. The animal failing to grow up forever is
lovely.
Because my salary was added so much I said to my
mother's husband that the expenses that he would employ the nurse were paid by
me later so long as I had money. If someone were to say so to me, I would be
the absolute satisfaction. I wonder why he is so unsatisfied yet.What does he
really want? I find I am too kindhearted from this thing. This has reached the
stupid stage. If I do not do the foolish thing in the world, probably no person
do it. Even if my mother's husband will entered the prison, then perhaps I will
give him money so long as I am rich. Certainly, present my kind-heartedness is
still based on the fact that not injured by others. It was unavoidable to be so
good or stupid in the past.Because Mr.GongHao had died for many years, what did
I have according to staying in the team of Communist Party? According to the
secret which my mother grasped? It would be never enough. If I was never a
senior nurse of rich and powerful family in that expectancy,I was absolutely
not tenable. This is a rule of Communist Party.
The locality where we have a bath here is not
very firm.
Not noly that
bathroom is
the same as ordinary toilet,but
also have
a lot of chinks.
Can only depend on the person who pass in and out influences. I have a bath
when more than three or over four o'clock every afternoon. It is always that some
unusual things happen more or less to reach this time each time. I went to have
a bath again just now, saw an old man squating by the bathroom washing the
clothes. This kind of situation generally seldom takes place, because everybody
knows there is the bathroom. He probably wants to see something through the
following seam. I said
to him: There is
no a person or a ghost at the place of washing the things. why
not go there to wash? Why do you squat feeling a pain?
Presenting this, perhaps because I wrote such a letter to you
in the morning.This Chinese news is always very well informed to terrible
people.
It is impossible for me to fall in love with Chinese man. Because the man of the
same age allowing to fall in love with me is very ugly . The decent man has a
serious problem too.
And I am a person having no right very much. Ask me to fall in love with young
man and only draw the cake to permit hungrily. We are the Asians, we
are Chinese.
May not have a good end to fall in love with young man in China absolutely. I
know this truth.
I can only fall in love with American-European man so long as both sides are
willing, so long as does not offend against the law. These two examination
papers always ask " Rule by law
" Question.
This was
a question of memory.
I have an extremely poor memory.I
lost
memory in the six year old, so I chose science of studying when I was in the high school. It is
said your memory is extremely good.
How can China rule by law? My maternal
grandmother may be borne
by the foreigner and the Chinese woman. I have understood
Chinese very much.
I know how to " rule by law " even more than you.
The
letter given to president Hu on July 8(The previous letter was for
president Hu too):
Bought the computer at the end of last year. So knew on the net: Many
Chinese women were
abandoned by the man.This
had
already become a kind of social concern, Because it was not so easy that they
looked
for men again. What is the Chinese woman? It is right and natural that the Chinese
woman endures hardships. Why do not you send a lot cuckolds to them? Want them
to get married with the cuckold? Will you respect their right to choose? It
seems Chinese this kind of disadvantaged groups is stronger than me! ! !
It is said that does not have such a question
in U.S.A..
After the American woman divorces, still can find men. Why? I certainly know
why. Understood by thinking and cannot be explained in words.
How can Chinese allow others to have good end?
If it is
so, that will not be called Chinese. The persons with power of China do not allow their own old enemy to have
good end more absolutely.
I think these women abandoned in China are
much luckier than I:
They once had a happy marriage at least. Their being abandoned still can
become a kind of social concern to
cause people's attention.
They are not monitored for
24 hours
every day,such
go on for more than ten or 20 years.
So if they have lover
in the dark,they
are not confined yet; They are not forced to get
married with the cuckolds,or to accept cuckolds by
Communist Party
everyday. They must have people's appearances while still
living.
The letter given to
president Hu on July 8:
I
feel keenly I am
in the dens of monsters of bandit and
fascist in my lifetime,be mastered firmly by such
terrible force all the time. This kind of evil force still thinks that it is
not firm enough to grasp me, force me to go back to Fujian every day. How does
a Chinese woman want to fall in love with foreign man? The fish are in water,have self-awareness of
changes in temperature.
In 1984, I was in the accretion learning of
Fuzhou ChengMeng
middle school. Because I was
too late to dare to enter the classroom, my seat was woven in the last desk but
one. A
group nearby was
all boys.
Classmate Shao was
very tall, he sat
in that group of the boy in the last but two desk.( He was the spy whom GongHao wife sent.) Later on the boys of that group all
demonstrated
the appearance very fascinated to me except classmate Shao. Classmate Shao said they were as fly.( My image was defective, because I was fatter, puffiness. If I had not taken royal jelly of
bee, my image must be beautiful.But
I would
probably die tragically because of calf love. My mother's husband had said very
fiercely in 2001:
if the girl had this kind of situation, that must be driven away after being hit.) I thought schoolgirls in this side
of ours were
as fascinated as fly too to classmate Shao. But girls had self-control than boys
at the surface. Boys did not spoke with girls each other in that times. I got to Minqing First
Middle School in the second term.
Later on I heard from schoolgirl of ChengMeng
said that their class had organized classmates to go for an
outing, i.e. there
were exchanges on speech between boys
and girls.
I imagined that situation seemed the
reservoir had
been blown up.
Because there were a lot of schoolgirls or
girlfriends, I was not afraid of
the lecher in the past. Later on girl friends all got married,so it was unsuitable that I often looked for girlfriends. A lot of good friends all
have had
no contacts because
there were
contradictorys.
It
is worried in
this world.
Everybody
has his own troubles. The fortune-teller say: marriages of ugly man and ugly
woman are
very happy.
And the beauty's marriages
are
mostly unfortunate, perhaps because there are flies. After becoming the cadre
of Communist Party, it was
said I was
ugly. But
why are there the troubles of so many flies? No matter what kind of fly it is,they should stare at that
beautiful one.
So that beautiful destiny is mostly very miserable. On the nowadays potent people are all
qualified to stare at that beautiful one. No matter the man or woman, it is potent men and women
calculate that beautiful men and women.
Beautiful
role is a light spot.
They are in the bright place, very striking. They are noticed by all people in dark place.
There were flies on the road when I came back just now.They meant I should be with the cuckold.I am busy with
driving the fly everyday.
Saw a man and two women on the way of coming
back just now. Those two women were
reading English word in the mouth. The man followed the little higher woman at his side.The little higher woman followed the little shorter
woman at her side. Communist Party often performs similar such a
scene in front of me.
I did
not know who was
tall of my girl friends and
I. But Sun
girl friend, Wang
girl friend and Huang
girl friend and I did
not have good relation. Could
I tear them without putting and saying that must stand
with them together? When they avoided me a bit, I must know how to behave in a
delicate situation, must leave by myself.
When my
cousin resented me, I knew either that tried hard not to go to her family after
getting married.
Her younger brother
have all shown in the language out.He
said
that a little abnormal when his brother-in-law saw me. Certainly they are
all my mother's husbands' relatives.
Do I deserve cuckolds? Fly! Do they break those
married couple completely?
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