2009年7月10日
Girl friend Zhang used to
tell us her
story failed in love in the past. As soon as she had a new boyfriend, I did not basically associate with her. Because Miss Liu
of the procuratorate reminded once
aside: Miss Zhang had
already failed in love once.
It was probably that real landlord said outside this basement would be fitted up in the morning.
Perhaps they will catch up with me to move again. The good persons
above of the Central Committee of the Communist Party of China have been probably
all killed and living people do not dare to utter
a sound. I will go to the bureau of justice of Beijing to register tomorrow.
The cadres of Communist Party who went through war
of liberation have probably
all already passed away or retired.
The person on duty was
scolding my
sustaining
economic losses on the stock again today. They still scolded me to spend
money living outside and want to look for men. My mother's husband should pass the lawsuit
to want the money from me afterwards. This
murderers’ member
want me to bear everything. Communist Party should bear everything for him. He has set up the great contribution for
present Communist Party.
My mother had no right to spend her own money in the past,
must have the money left for them.
I have
already written my property will be gifted to the country on my testament!!!
So
long as I do not need the Chinese man, Chinese man becomes rubbish. If I am
interested in a certain man, he will become very costly at once. The love in the world is the most
precious. Only the precious person is qualified to be
praised. Chinese do not have even money, can not have love still more.
I said to the
cuckold which Communist Party sended:“ The
service of prostitute of China needs only 20 yuan. The prostitute has right to
choose. If I should get married with the old cuckold, I will do prostitutes. If the prostitute looks for
the young guy, no one is scolding them. The prostitute is still protected by
police and underworld.”
Though
I dreamt I have become the president, dreamt later I became the prostitute.
I used to say I would rather be a prostitutes in the past when they
forced me with the cuckold. A prostitute does not need to
shoulder the responsibility. I am a prostitute of a government. Only the folk
prostitute has some freedom.
When
the guy of China had no way, always come to say to me: "The leader,
promote me. "Without the support of the great woman, they can not move towards
the distant place.
There
are a lot of people to engage in prostitution inside the government. They just
have positions by prostitution. For
being balanced, I should engage in prostitution to pass marriage too. So I
should get married with the cuckold. In this way officers' lovers will not look
for officers trouble. What relation do they engage in prostitution with me? I
have not let them engage in prostitution.
I
have not engaged in prostitution, have not bribed, how can I become a civil
servant? This is too unfair in the view of prostitutes in the government. So I
should get married with the cuckold. I have not not only bribed, but also
have no prostitution，so there is no backer, so there is no freedom of
marriage. One only engages in prostitution and bribes and has a foundation. The
person without foundation will lose everything.
There is not a signal in the basement today, can only surf the Net on the ground. Next door the young women said I had two white bones. They
asked me to die.
So many young guys fell in
love with me, might be
because of wife Liu. I have fallen in love with classmate Liu in 1982. But there were not contacts between boy and girl at that
time. After classmate Liu left, I
heard from a schoolgirl said his father was a cadre of going down south. I have realized deeply the wife's
force of classmate Liu may be so great as to be unable to imagine for many years. In a word I have not spoken
a word to classmate Liu.
Classmate Liu is from Anhui, you can imagine how
great the force of his wife is now.
The
prostitute of the government is that group of GongHao wife
too. Just Gong wife
hoped to borrow others' hands. That prostitute had
relations with underworld.
Scolding me again in the next door of another side
of mine this morning. They
broadcasted the
recording that was accusation sound of veteran rendering
meritorious service. I said that
called your backstage boss to said to me. Called these
dogs to grip me?
Since they do not arrange for me to work, why
criticize and denounce me everyday? Accusing should pass the court.
The landlord does not allow the households to cook
now. For eyes, I should go to the other places by car to have a meal. The life
of the person in the ground floor is really difficult. And if people the higher
climb, the fiercer that struggle is.
The enemies always say now
somebody dies very early etc..
I went to the bureau of justice of Beijing to
confirm registering the day before yesterday. Later
went to draw lotteries at the
stand of the training class opposite of bureau of justice. Among them a
training organization wanted us to
fill in the ID card number and the last five -figure number of the number of
admission card for entrance examination, and the other side gave us a book. I saw others fill in, then I did not think about
filling in either; Before I filled in the
number of admission card for entrance examination, the other side had already
looked at the last five -figure number on my admission card for entrance
examination quickly and said she helped me to
fill in; But last these number was filled in by me. I remembered this at yesterday. The more
I thought of, the more afraid I was. Then
reflected this
situation for the bureau of justice of Beijing today. The
person of the bureau of justice said this was too serious, but they had no way. The person of the bureau of justice
said:“ this cause: If there will be the thing of letting out the
question in this examination, will relate
to you.” The
comrade of the bureau of justice said again later, perhaps more serious thing would happen than
this.
I have already written to president Hu about this.
My
salary was 2500 yuan in June. The change of this
salary represents official a certain abstract meaning. This salary fell to the
real place at last. This situation is much better
than what I estimated. And the voices to force me of
the old woman who come to act as a guest are getting more and more urgent day by day next door; A
man's curses at wife of distant place are more and more fierce too. The
official has not notified any news to my family members. I am a woman playing
with fire.
The old woman does not stop scolding everyday next
door. I am hopeful to only write to you. I
thought originally the young woman often scolds me next door in another side.
But that her girl friend scolds me in fact, she herself is very honest.
There is not a signal in the basement. Go to the
ground to surf the Net.There are
all the people of theirs criticizing and denouncing me too secretly everywhere.
It is estimated that I leave the madhouse where Communist Party arranges
properly for me will not be too far.
Chinese
are the most abominable nationalities.
The place more terrible than the prison belongs to
the madhouse. I am not afraid of entering the prison because must be tried.
Afraid of entering the madhouse. I estimate that I
will be pushed into the madhouse.
A girl in the adjacent place always recommends
cooking by myself to
me. The old woman next door said I was
unwilling to cook today. She also said I have
bought the meals of two. This second snack was eaten in the evening. They have
certainly followed me.
It is estimated that there is not a signal forever
in this basement.
The person next door does not criticize and denounce
me today. The person at a distance is on duty to criticize and denounce me in form of talking today. The woman said the
little girl would be
mother. The girl said she could become mother because she went to work. If I am the cleaner, I can only be
forced to get married with the cuckold. It is just the retribution of Communist
Party that I do not go to work.
Will have an examination in 60 days. I have been
stopped the work since 1991. For not allowing me to have an examination, they
will want to resume my work at once or will
kill me at once. This old woman next door said that would hit me yesterday.
One has been deprived the
right to fall in love, should not eat the meals of Communist
Party free? I still saw a guy
who seemed to demonstrat a bit to fall in love with me was dismissed this year. Did not really know how Communist Party knew psychological activity of this guy.Usually
only both parties know this. The power of Communist Party is
ubiquitous. On my way of life, how many men have be
dismantled by Communist Party?
And rich and powerful family people said I should
adopt his illegitimate daughter, otherwise I had no reason present. Should
establish the contract both sides to be consensus?The people of rich and
powerful family must be thinking:“ This person having no way will certainly fall into
my trap finally, is utilized by me.”
According to the regulation of the seventh amendment
of criminal law, Communist Party can stop my salary. But Communist Party is too
affectionate, been dismantling my men all the time in these decades. Another extremely short cuckold came over here and
explored the way just now. He did so
certainly according to the instruction of power people.
That
woman came in particular time, say:“ If she does not work she must jump out of the
building and commit suicide. ”This is because I said twice this year:“ If I can not be
admitted to, must jump out of the building and commit suicide.” This is probably
to say
smoothly.
They are very afraid of me. Because I only prepared
for one month the year before last. And I only went to the cheapest training
class to train for seven days last year.
But reality is always cruel.
In a word，the meaning of Communist Party is that I
do stocks can not make money, they can; I can not participate in the
examination, they can. The good job does not belong to me, but belong to them. The work of the people of ground floor just belongs
to me. They can have a lot of children, but I am only their nurse. The love
does not belong to me, only belong to them. But it is difficult for the love to
be controlled. In a word I can not be hopeful.
That old man quarrelled
greatly, mentioned his
son, said he
wanted to risk his life
hurting me. Later on I said how
can my boyfriend be his son? He is so short, so ugly. Heard from that guy , his
son was an adopted son, his own son is very young. Communist Party
probably teaches me, should raise others' child first, just have one's own
children. But because I said today
a guy was dismissed
because of me,Communist Party let this old man acted that guy's father first.
I am hopeful so long as I near occidentals.In a word
write to you my all respects will turn better.It
will be much better even in
love, though the beautiful love can not
be satisfactory in this miserable world. I do
not need the sun, it is enough if there is the moon.
They scolded with
dialect I did not go to
work in the morning. They said white
collar wanted to go
to work too. I say the main task that those people go to work is corrupting and
accepting bribes . How
about it?
Chinese ordinary people have no opinion on those
people living inside the luxurious house. They only obey the strong person. They only care about their own immediate interest. So long as someone
gives them interests, they obey them.
It
only takes a little time to write to you.
There is not a signal in this basement, may
be this basement in the martial law. Went to the ground to post a letter for
you just now, saw landlords on the ground too. Just got back to the dormitory, that man
there said: “Still
really have a stink.”
About more than ten days ago, my eyes felt a pain suddenly. I cooked by myself at that time. There are
master keys which can
open all locks in China.
If they want me to go back, I must go to the
notarial office to do testaments that my
property will be
bequeathed to the country first, so I
just
dare to go back. They may hurt me through my younger brother with the name that his son
inherits my property first now. After killing me through
my younger brother's hands, they will kill my younger brother.
I dreamt
recently that had
contacts with my younger brother's couple. Later
I was put into the madhouse. my clothes
had been all taken off. Had not clothes at all on my body. The man
administrator said that
more easy to catch like this .I ran in the madhouse arbitrarily everywhere. That
man administrator chased behind
me.
Perhaps after I enter the madhouse, my younger
brother can manage my salary. This dream is very realistic. I saw this scene of
the dream while almost
waking up. Is wife Liu's husband's money so easy to take to have? Communist
Party likes every day's victory. It is
unsatisfactory to win and only happen in some day.
People of Communist Party said I do
nothing outside door again.
Boss NiuGengSheng of MengNiu Company was the staff of YiLi Company originally. The boss of YiLi
Company envied his
ability, did not
allow him to go to work. NiuGengSheng had been studied in Peking University, salary and
bonus were given
to him all the same. His salary and bonus were very
high, there were
several ten thousand each month.He certainly lived in
very good house, all expenses were
undertaken by the company. His
future was not in
study.
But he went back to act in opposition to YiLi boss later, had run his own MengNiu
company.
I went to the personnel bureau to demand to work in
the past everyday too. Later on they drove me
out of the procuratorate by means that was enforced.
Chinese
always envy others. If you are hopeful to walk to a certain direction, they
obstruct by every possible means, want you to walk on another road. If they
think enemy take another road have heavy hope, they want enemy get back to the
original road.
The people of theirs knocked at the wall here
again this morning, said: False medicine. This words meant the thing that I was poisoned. They probably said they had not put in poison. It is all not crime to kill, set fire,
poison for them. It is the revolution.
Because the young man
falls in love with me, even Communist Party is unable to get me to foreign countries or Taiwan Province, can get me to Hong Kong or Macao too.
I have known an old woman in the basement recently,
have known soon she is a person of the enemy. She came back from the outside
just now, stood outside the door telling me a few words again. Facing outside
of the door with the back of me, I was dealing with the content on the
computer. My pan was put outside the door too. There was food inside. I have forgotten the pot cover has already been opened by me. Later she left.
After she left, I knew my
pan was open at once and
begin to eat. I still thought of the
thing of poison.Soon I saw a young man in the next door of hers carrying
the basin before my door to explore the way when my eating
in the door. He needn't pass here at all. I wonder whether he was sent to poison.
The imagination or the
conjecture
are not very terrible. When close to reality,
that is really very terrible.
A girl came to
ask me if there was boiled water. I was afraid too she might understand whether to also have food left in
my room.
I went out by
bus today, changed
another truck to go to a place for meals again. The enemy sent three guys to talk soon. I saw that there was a
cuckold that was
waiting outside the door after having
a meal.
This road outside my gate is close. So after the young man to take two steps and saw me eating inside last night, he must go back.
I heard those civilian workers referring to “ChengMeng” where is my mother's husband's homeland this morning. Those
civilian workers in the past were
the people of theirs too.The
original civilian worker had already replaced by the new civilian worker
recently. I thought new civilian worker’s language similar to the local language which a certain native in
Fujian spoke on the
train a few days ago. That may be a language of ShangMing area.
The person who lived in civilian worker's room in
the past had referred to “ChengMeng” too.
They might be the
civilian worker's guests. Their language is very close to the language of Fuzhou.
While living at the past landlord's place in the
past, heard someone nearby talking about the words of Fuzhou suddenly sometimes. and that words seemed to be directing against me.
Because there is not a signal in the basement, I go
to the ground to surf the Net sometimes. Then I find I may run into the people
of theirs in each corner on the ground.
To become a
civil servant, even will not die very early, will become
a blind person. It is right that poetry
of autumn water in Taiwan Province is recommended " Don't discuss politics ".
This noon
I went out to have a meal by bus,
Communist Party promoted cuckolds to me again.
New young woman
guests came next
door again tonight, said I
should go back because someone fell in love with me. She also said my salary had been
stopped. I believe the last statement of her. I said:if she wanted me to
go back, should call police.
Then next
door that young woman who often scolds me threatened: Buffeted and ached very much. She has said this several times words.
Communist
Party has already reached the crazy stage. If has no you on this earth, my
destiny must be very miserable.
Now Communist Party emphasizes very much the
thing that I fell in love with Liu
classmate's in 1982.
Communist Party only allows them to fall in love with somebody, but I do not
qualify for falling in love with somebody. That is a thing more than 20
years ago. I forgot
the emotion in the past early, have not loved Liu classmates early.
I have a lover who is the
occidentals.
Had nightmares again last night. A lot of women
attack me in the dream. They
are wife Liu's persons. Say Zhang XiaoWei's thing is made all alone by wife Liu
too. After Zhang XiaoWei's thing succeeds, also let the young woman attack me. In the dream point out wife Liu has a lot
of people supported in the high society. Also speak that offend this kind of people and can not be
admitted to absolutely……They
catch up with me to go back again, forbid me to look for the foreign lover.
They deprive the right that I fall in love.I have nothing.
Chinese are the most evil persons. See Chinese I will have nightmares soon.
That young woman inside was scolding I did not gone to work again in the
morning. The young woman was
provoking again next door in the afternoon. Chinese are the most terrible
devils in peacetime.
Dream my mother's husband pass away. The past
secretary of Municipal Committee said that wanted to force my younger brother
to tell the reason in the dream.
They will lose a soldier and protect generals
possibly. This
task may be contracted by that reporter of my mother's ex-husband.
This old woman always say to introduce the marriage partner to me. She
must introduce the cuckold to me. I always say to
her I look for the foreign man. She said she would move. She asked me to
live in the room where
she lives now afterwards. She asked me last night how to write the word" Get away "(滚).Last night I told her too
I would not move to the room where she lives now. There is not a good person in
the world to the poor.
Everyone serves rich man. When I said I told landlord that she will not live here, she blamed me for telling the landlord this because she might also
live here.
Undoubtedly, change other Chinese and launch a
massive attack to me again today. Do not always lack crazy Chinese around me.
They are still displeased that I write to you. I am stating narrators of a
day-to-day account. When I feel spirit is painful, they do not allow me to
sound.
The landlord said at yesterday I could cook by myself. Household of here such too. Certainly I
am afraid after I
makes the meal,my eyes may become blind. Because draw lots in
Beijing, always say the brightness is injured.
It's the fat woman couple 's turn to be on duty
today. They have
attacked me today in language for the second time just now. The fat woman's
husband even talked about
wanting to beat me. Then I opened the
door and said: You
will beat me to come out to beat me. Then the fat woman said with a smile: Can't win you.
When I boiled the mung bean at the gate on the the
evening of the 22nd, the fat woman couple came back. They said temperature too high to should cook. I go out
to have a meal by bus everyday in these days, they always cook at home.
I told landlord's daughter all these at yesterday. Landlord's daughter said their family not only cook but also do much.
When I said persons around scolded me in turn, landlord's daughter said I
misheared. How can I judge the mistake? It is that landlord's daughter and
others stipulate not to cook. But landlord and others did not absolutely forbid
me to cook, when I consulted. At yesterday landlord's daughter said I had only
a person, simple, could cook. The fat woman couple have opinions to me about my cooking. The fat woman sees me
always speaking with me. Then I speak with her. She was speaking ill of me
behind me constantly, but we met as good friend. The friendship is because of loneliness.
Telling
their fortune for old woman and her cousin a few
days ago, later she gave me two peaches. She gave me a peach again the next
day. I think that seem a bit abnormal after eating. Later I gave her one little
bowl of chicken claws. She gave me a
peach again last night, I returned that peach to her. I said I suspected
everyone.
There
is not a signal in this basement till now.
Someone at a
distance attacked me
with dialect this morning ( He did not use National language) ,but can
understood more or less.He
said my stocks had
risen,
did not allow me to do stocks. Also probably said I was a
chicken at five yuan. He
seemed to say I have not posted a letter for you
these days, had seemed
not to find my handle.
In
fact not post a letter for you, I have no hope.
I wonder why I had
nightmares again.
Because will have an examination soon, very tense. So posted letters for HuJingTao President and the New Party president of
Taiwan in Chinese recently. Seem not to post a letter for you, my life is not
only hopeless, but also over.
Hearde old
woman scolding me in the distant place today. This's her true features.
Because very tense recently, I always post letter
for the president Hu and
the Taiwan New Party President. I do not bother to write letters in English.
I had
nightmares last night.
Beginning a handsame guy sang the song of praise of the love to me in the
dream. Later it was Nazi
party everywhere at once. Then I escaped, they were chasing me
everywhere. I have escaped again after being caught into by
them. They never give up capturing me. Finally I was got hold as
lunatic by them and was imprisoned at a certain masses' family. I was moved to another place later.
I used to dream about Nazi party for over ten years.
This party of Nazi is certainly them. My dream is always very accurate. Why I
write to the president Hu but
have nightmares?
Have nightmares again
today. I have already been identified as a lunatic by Communist Party in the dream, and is the lunatic of the function obstacle of the
language. Really have this possibility. Because I have no signal in basement
till now, I use telecommunications. It is said others mostly have a signal.I
can not make the alarm call if really there is the accident. Autumn water Poetry of Taiwan have adopted my
works three times this year.
Communist Party may use
the name of my mother. My mother revives in the dream. Because of my mother
before death for her personal secrets used to say I
am a lunatic. In fact the police are the people of theirs too, just if they
kidnap me to go back, perhaps only in the name of my mother's husband. He had
already formed alliances with peasants last year who have
already assaulted Zhongnanhai this year.
I posted a letter to President Hu and said my own father
was Mr. GongHao. The
civilian worker near here said they
wanted me to knowing with the last bullet. Gong wife's children certainly have rifles.How may this civilian worker have rifles.
Went to the outside for
meals at noon the day before yesterday; Found there were a couple that have a meal outside the door while
eating up to come out.That man was a bit fat, that woman was the so-called
beauty. Got back to the dormitory, the dialogue of medicine warehouse that two
women in the drugstore came to this basement has come.Among them a woman said:
“Try to me and see what kind of desire you can
produce.”While they are leaving, I said: “You have left the
evidence, some seminal fluid. I am keeping as the evidence.” It is certainly Zhang
XiaoWei's business to be mentioned above.
I was certainly keeping those messages which he issued to
me too. The content of this section has posted a letter to President Hu too.
When went out at
yesterday to have a meal, they arranged other three people and me and sat in
the same desk again. Then a woman among them said: “It is
all good food to eat the others' one.” This words of hers
might direct against the letter of seminal
fluid about Zhang that I sent of the
previous day.This is because there is Gong wife in China, also there is Liu wife.
The letters given to President Hu should be all examined on the net. So he
could not see the letter of
mine.
But they know all actions on the net of mine. The old woman in this basement
says she goes to a rich household everyday who have
opened the websites of two to have
a meal.
After
I study until over two o'clock at night every day，I always get to the ground to breathe the fresh air and by the way bring the rubbish out. Certainly
this law of mine has been already mastered by
Communist Party. I went out last night, two pairs of young men and women
followed out too. Then those two men urinated to
that dustbin. Certainly Communist Party did so in the name of ZhangXiaoWei. What I collected is not urinate but seminal fluid of ZhangXiaoWei. Attack Communist Party
ruthlessly. I do not know where others live, but others are always keeping
watch on me in 24 hours. I can not keep watch on others.How can ZhangXiaoWei keep
watch on me?
You are my relative in most close relations. I and
President Hu do not have relative's relation. I have
not bribed for him either. There is a famous saying in China: Nobody in the imperial court does not act as an official.
So in China if hatred is acting as an
official in the imperial court or very rich, should not become a person.
That famous saying should be revised: If does not
have relation in the imperial court does not act as an official（朝中无人莫做官）.
Communist Party sends
someone again to say I am a counterfeit note. The
counterfeit note is illegal, but I have not violated the law. It is unwilling
to ask me to bribe for leaders with the counterfeit note. They talk about the
youth on my surface, it is very old to have in fact. I told ZhangXiaoWei at the
beginning of talking I had been
already more than 40 years old. In the dormitory where he came hastily, I showed him my ID card.
I can escape from the trap to post letters for you. Someone has had a conspiracy to me
all the time. That old woman has a conspiracy to me too. President Hu has the
same conspiracies to me too. They
fear me. When they should be finished, God always sends a person to come. God’s calculatedness is winning of people’s calculatedness(人算不如天算).
The computer was unable to surf the Net on the
ground last night. Then I
spent money using broadband.
It is for letting me go to the ground that Communist
Party let basement have no signal. Then a
woman of Gansu
that they arranged knew with
me. Then this woman wanted to
introduce the marriage partner to me soon. Then I did not promise. Then 3 households next door of
my left and right sides were all
talking about bullets.
I have no relative in a essence meaning in China.
Because they are the enemy's spies for me. So if my
maternal
cousin is abandoned by the man because of me, this has nothing to do with me.
She is not the so-called hostage. Because she totally serves enemy. She laughed
at me in the past: “Can not
marry, what to do?”
They said in the name of actor in Lanzhou,
Followed me to do stocks and compensated much
money. Then he hated me. This
is really a good thing under the environment that never keeps secret in
Communist Party. They transmit the news of my situation of holding stock every
day. Later they would abuse and laugh at me.
I dream I will not be admitted to. First two examination Communist
Party do not issue
me question sheet paper. This is certainly because I made more than 40 yuan on
the stock market at yesterday, though I lost more than 100 yuan a few days ago.
Certainly on the other hand I am interested in other things in the dream or in reality. I once drew a lot accidental,
that meaning said everything went well
besides love if I was loyal
to U.S.A..
Communist Party came from bandit. They have all very
low level. So
only a road of theirs is accepts bribes. Their skill is attacking and
belittling the enemy. The law of Communist Party is very confused. why do they risk their life attacking me and
redounding themself?
So long as under the circumstances that
Communist Party rules, I do not have one
peaceful day. They
have the
conspiracy to me every day.
The desire of Communist Party always surmounts the
law, though they have already obtained all advantages according to the power
and money. This is the most vulgar party.They
occupy the high position, but they can launch all lower the ordinary people to attack
their enemy. Those civilian workers were noisy
early in the morning. Said they
understand the law too. Then they explained
several legal principles outside. Also said men
and women should be forced the one-to-one correspondence. This is probably the meaning of wife Liu who gets the man.
Communist Party means that will force me to get married with the cuckold,then the marriage of wife Liu is secure like this.
Certainly Communist Party forces me to accept cuckolds on the grounds that a
lot of other woman's marriages are interfered with by me. Even if I have almost
had no man.
Went to
the supermarket at yesterday I met
cuckolds that
Communist Party sent several times. Another employee was singing: “It is for the people that Communist Party is
painstaking.”
They should
go to investigate those rich men who have
many women. Certainly Communist Party does not dare to say any to the rich men.
I say the law of Communist
Party is confused, because their the
interpretation of Assurance
Law is made very poorly.
The civilian worker has been noisy for two hours.Then the people living below came up to make a suggestion. They are still
noisy. Someone
will give them money while their doing
so.they have backers.
Later they mainly condemned I did not go to work.
Communist Party does not have some methods to me, can
only condemn me by civilian worker.
Why is it so general to bribe in the world of
Communist Party? A little clear this question of mine recently. Because the
officers accepting bribes are not investigated by the law, people bribing do
not have a risk. So long as find an officer with very reliable background, it
is out of question to bribe.
I believe Communist Party is a new fascist.
Communist Party forbids me to enter that email.163.com postbox now.
You
are very interested in the Cultural Revolution. Carrying on concealed the
Cultural Revolution around me every day.
President Hu certainly accepts bribes. If he
does not accept bribes, the sun comes out from the west. He may be still a
murderer. Otherwise how so smooth
murderers in Fujian is.
They sang
frequently before 1995 when I lived
in the procuratorate: "The wave of a great river is wide. The rice flower fragrance spread on two sides
under blowing.……The
girl likes flowers.How
broad young man's ambition is.……If that
jackals and wolves come, meeting it are shotguns. (Lyrics of “my
motherland”) They sang this song in order to prevent me from being
close to a
certain man
whom they minded. In
fact they needn't worry in this respect.Can
only said so
long as that particular man met me, they would shoot to me. Invade among countries, but
there is things that
invade between persons.
Then this song has been sung until today.
Poor
persons' life in
Chinese is not so
good as the foreign dog's. In foreign country the dog has human rights. And I
can not get even dog's right.
There are persons who has been
arranged by them on the
road to come back from the outside every day. I am in
under they control, influence especially around residence certainly. Just entering the restaurant at yesterday,
the people of theirs followed. As soon as he saw that
put very big bowl in front of my desk,
retreated out at
once. Later sent other
two people again. Among them there was an old man. And a
young one was a
cuckold.
It is hopeful to post letters for you.
Because you recommend democracy.The more important thing is you are not the
weak.
A woman is controlled by a kind of mysterious strength in the
dark in decades. Such a thing certainly makes people confused. And I am not the general woman.I am the so-called civil servant
of the government office. This kind of strength causes me to be unmarried and
losing the job. This mysterious strength is from Fujian. Before the thing is clarified by official side, how
can I dare to go back to Fujian? Certainly our
government is a corpse. Nobody can expect it to make the beneficial thing.
Heard a young woman outside saying very fiercely in my sleep this morning: "It is me who look
for you. It is me who look for you.what a
shame!"Beijing is a largest city accepting
bribes. The local villain receives people's wealth and subdue the calamity for people. They always
step forward bravely and accept the risk.
Later on civilian workers were saying again I did not work. I said:“ Are
the ones that work rich? Mao Zedong did not
like doing agriculturalling work so his
father had an
opinion on him very much. Perhaps the president Hu's
father was a
peasant, but he himself has been acting as an officer all the time.” Later
they said unanimously I was an egg. My mother worked as a teacher after graduation from university and did not
have entering by the back door. The sexual relations between mother and Mr.Gong might let my mother’s criticized and denounced was less in the
Cultural Revolution.
Since I surfed the
Net with broadband, Communist Party has attacked me from network everyday.My computer has
been
sounding all the time no end.
The work of Communist Party is to struggle and
persecute. Without all these they are all unemployed.
I can not get on the webpage of autumn water Poetry
of Taiwan Province recently perhaps
because several recent poems of mine let them feel afraid again. CaoPei envied his younger brother CaoZhi's poem
in ancient the period of Three Kindoms of China. In fact the literature talent
of CaoPei was not lost to his younger brother’s. There
is envy
among persons with
little disparity. That envies and hates are more
terrible among persons having
a great disparity.
Civilian workers were saying
again I could only
work as the emperor. Yes,I may
become the emperor because of the reason of Taiwan when I will be 64 years old.
They said 120
again. I said my family members did not die completely. My younger brother hoped my mother
died then he could get
money of her. My mother is only less than half a mother to me. My mother's
husband is a hooligan. ShangKouBaiHui
who was a famous movie star in the seventies in Japan to her
own father only liked that.
Today those civilian workers said grinningly I belong to the procuratorate. I
only called them go to Zhongnanhai or personnel bureau of
Minqing county of Fujian Province to file a suit at yesterday. Communist Party
changes the conspiracy again.
My mother wrote down
testaments before passing away: Her property was
inherited by her grandson, if that child was really
her grandson through appraisal……Then mother gave her
testament to my younger brother.
My younger brother couple forced my mother to give her
savings to them or to buy
the house or to run a
shop and do the business completely before mother passed away. The younger
brother's wife had promised
to my younger brother for a long time: They could open a
small-scale supermarket by cooperating with her relative if there was fund.
In 2005, When my mother
passed away, she salary was 1500 yuan in one month. Mother used
to
save very much and can
have 10,000 yuan left at least in one year. People said the
longer my mother lived the much
money her left to my younger brother. But mother is poorest high-ranking
official's lover. The
money which she grasped had 190,000 yuan only when mother passed away. In this
190,000 yuan, including 80,000 yuan which my younger brother deposited. After
removing this 80,000 yuan, my mother's husband advocated the common property of couple from my
mother's legacy.
In 2006 my
younger brother couple really opened a supermarket with her relative after
mother passed away. The scandal of making a noise out because of girl 17 years
old that Communist Party assigned last
year, then my younger brother's supermarket closed. My younger brother got more than ten thousand yuan when the
supermarket closed. The
purpose is the letting
them keep watch on my money to
control me that Communist Party did so.
At yesterday those civilian workers said I
was the high consumption. The
young women next
door said I should
not have a meal last night. I had nightmares again last night, so should write
to Americans.
Communist Party is afraid of me through the
examination, so forbid me to have a meal. But I am still having a meal, so
Communist Party sent a cuckold here for me just now.
I went to look for the examination hall today. When
get to a restaurant, I think there
were
the hiding people of theirs there. That waitress said, “If I get
married, my mother
should breathe a sigh of relief.” There
are women in the world to become the Buddhist nun.Some
women become prostitutes. And the emperor's daughter wants to get married all
day long, or want to fasten the man's heart.
According to the suggestion of my dream, there are
no my police here. My police are in U.S.A..
Chinese
think that rape me legally or illegally every
day. I
do not think I matter with Chinese.
Communist
Party mobilizes the masses and wants me to go back ceaselessly in one quarter. Communist Party will not give me the post to let me go to work
absolutely after I will go back. If Communist Party will treat me like this, I am going
to
resign. Communist Party just like director. If you have not bribed to them,
or have not sexual relations with them, they can not let you
perform a role definitely.
The
fortune-teller said it was just rising that I should start
from scratch. Indeed, because I am a person of unwilling prostitution.
Communist Party seems not to hope I resign.
Communist Party will utilize me on unifying Taiwan Province possibly. If
Communist Party does not restrain the murderer by law, it is impossible for me
to serve Communist Party. National interests conflict with private interests.
But if Communist Party accepts bribes and indulges murderers, it is more favorable to the people
that China is
ruled by those party groupings of Taiwan Province.
I can't ingore the people's interests in
order to climb up. If do in this way, that result has no advantage to myself
finally too.
Ordinary people can not want to deal with
others' right at all times. But the person of Communist Party always wants to
deal with others' right. They always want to interfere with others' affairs.
Communist Party seem not to hope I
resign, might only for catch up with me to go back at once.Or it is only for often disturbing me
that they do so.
Later the person of Communist Party said these
behaviors of mine proved I was a lunatic. Certainly it is the people of theirs
around me.
Mother used to draw the
erhu in old age. Mother was missing her
father because
the maternal grandfather could draw the
erhu. Mother lost the maternal grandfather's message after 1999. I think mother might study Ah Bing who was a blind
person and was
well-known for playing "
two spring reflect the moon ".Mother was probably imagining she were a blind person.And she really approached the blind person in actual life
under the circumstances that the enemy poisons everyday.
I obtain a truth: Can only associate with the
white race. In China if one rich and powerful，there are a lot of
Chinese flatter him. So the
people in Beijing should rest assured. People always say the people in Beijing
are supercilious.But I
always say I am more supercilious than anyone.
On the way to supermarket just now, saw an old man
in red clothes waited for
me. When paying the bill in the supermarket, a man nearby was saying repeating: "Only you have a right
to choice. "On the road to come back, heared a middle aged man saying:” I am
blind too.”
In China the power can let
people die and can
let people live too, so Chinese present such a current situation. In a person's
rich time, the persons not
mattering at all want to recognize
him(her) as the relative too. At the time of a person's
poverty, the relative wants to betray her or him too.
I have lived in the room at 350 yuan in the basement
at least since last year. I had been
living in the room at 200 yuan in the basement all the time from 2005 to 2008. The room that appear triangle is the space under the stair transformed into a cubicle. The
incident of ZhangXiaoWie has
happened in that room.
This is the reason why DenWenDi got
married with Rupert Murdoch. It is
impossible for these women to marry with ordinary
old man.
I ran into
two pairs of married couple of the neighbour's on the way of coming back today.
They are probably expressing I influence their relation. This was certainly
arranged by Communist Party. They always hope to involve in me. But they had no
chance to have relations
with me at all.
In ancient times, the emperor feared ordinary people rebeled. The present emperor has no
worry because
there are nuclear weapons.
It is
nuclear weapons that Communist Party deals with Taiwan
There was much sand inside the steamed stuffed bun tonight.
I bought the steamed stuffed buns at noon. I always go out
to do shopping at noon and does
not go out at dusk to buy.
There are webpages of an introduction of marriage on
Internet. I registered on this website at the beginning of this year. Today I
found my registration may have been already deleted by Communist Party. Then I
register once again. And this webpage is renamed as "marry5". This lets me remember the statement of five
famous concubines of Communist Party. Though I hardly watch TV, watch a bit sometimes, so knew a bit what they were expressing.
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